why does this could be ruined this much? why does theres no time machine? dear you, you dont know how it feels to read all your heart-speak without knowing who actually you talking to. its me. yea, i read all of them. and u know what? THIS SHOULDNT BE LIKE THIS. like seriously, you've got them wrong. to ta lly wrong! and now, i really dont know what to do cause yes I know you're right that I already had a boyfriend but I just want you to know the truth! and I dont know with whom I should share this hurt-ness. Every song I've listened always remind me of you. Every bali's bracelets, its always remind me of July 29th 2010. That may not be the important thing for u, but for me, u know what? damn its such a heaven. Every time I see my profile twitter, the background, you said that to me. "Just be who you want to be, NOT others want to see". When can I see u like that again? When can I heard all your jokes again? When can I see your name as the only one who greet me on msn when I listening to "Ketika Kau Menyapa"? When can I heard you ask me what's my favorite songs again? When can I see you was searching the chord just to played my favorite songs? WHEN CAN I? Just tell me the truth, yea I know truth may hurts but I have to know them. All of them. Then to waiting in vain, like this? hell!!! Please, tell me the clue. I'm wept inside...cause I love you with all that I am.
Well I know I have to let you go, but this is harder than I thought before. You've given me a zillion beautiful moments, sweet words, and an overwhelmed eye contacts...just so you know, those are the precious things I ever had. And I thought you should know that this feeling takin control of me and I cant handle it. I can't let her win now. I still can't.
If the end of the narrative text's that I used when pratical exams was "The guys just wept". Then this post will end with "The writer just wept"...