It sucks

Hey there lovely readers. I dont know why I feel bad right now. Feeling more more bad each day. Tho INTEL made me so damn happy 2 days ago but then He's weird. He said that we'll hang out but than I said ''Yes, I'm in but idk when is the right time'' and he said ''me too. Ok then I'll let you know as soon as possible. I'll text you. but sorry, I'm about to off and go to bed right now. So, I'll see you later. Byee'' and till now.... He doesnt text me A-NY-THI-NG. At least he can greet me on msn cause I see he was online, and things going crazy so I made a conversation with him and my girls. And he just like read all the chat and wrote ''.'' ''..'' ''...'' and then I said ''...till a thousand times?Ha ha'' cause that times I'm really really upset idk why. And then he's continue wrote ''....'' ''.....'' and he stopped it and well, idk. Maybe he just read all chats. And then I said ''i'll be right back. Gonna watch a MOVIES. Bye'' and he left the conversation. And I was just screaming in my deepest heart. Idk why I really hate him right now. I do. I really do. But I do LIKES him. Maybe I can't say that I LOVE HIM cause he's not my something and I'm not his something. Its just sad...... Ok, I'm out. Good-between-night-and-morning you guys. ''Have a nice dream''. xoxo

Ps: for you, ''someone out there'' I wish you realize that you're a GUY. U're not a boy anymore. U're in highschool so...BE GENTLE. I know that if u read this, u'll realize that its you. Yeah, it is. so please..... #uknowhatimean